I might be a lesbian. Whats your opinion? help please.?

Okay, so long story short when i was 15 I fell in love for the first time, it was with a girl. She looked like a guy. I am now 19 years old. Im still deeply inlove with this girl but shes a playa. I was down at a convention my state holds called 'PRIDE' Its for lebians and gays. I couldent stop looking at all the girls that look like guys, I want them so bad. Ive never actully ever 'been' with a girl. BUT, i find sex with a man EXTREMELY disgusting. When i cuddle with the girl im in love with i cant help but feel the warmth and love of a women. Women attracted me WAY more than with guys. Me seeing myself with a girl just turns me on, and the thought of it makes me overly joyed. But does it sound like im just confused and curious? Whats your opinion?